"Since we first met I have loved you with whatever I had to love you with."
— Zelda to Scott, 1935 (via youngfolksociety)
"No one should ever ask themselves that: why am I unhappy? The question carries within it the virus that will destroy everything. If we ask that question, it means we want to find out what makes us happy. If what makes us happy is different from what we have now, then we must either change once and for all or stay as we are, feeling even more unhappy."
— Paulo Coelho, The Zahir (via observando)
"I can’t un-know the monsters
but I can become the person
who would have saved
"I feel as if I’m at the center of nothingless, of a black square that is totally empty; that I’m exploding slowly outward, into the cold burning void of space."
I Left My Job
Well, for the past two months - and a half- I used to work for 10 hours daily, and sometimes i even went to school as well. so for the past two months i had a 6 courses at college , a 10 hours working , a family , and finally myself and my own life. i don’t even dare to mention my social life or sleep. I was juggling with all these balls, and at some point. i was about to drop them all, but luckily i didn’t, or i did - well i’m not sure, that depends on my midterm results- anyway, it was too much. i couldn’t handle it all. i needed to stop, take a deep breath and give up one of these balls, that was the moment i decided to quit my job.
however, it wasn’t for nothing, i learned a lot from this experience and I will list what i learned in the past two months:
- The money you earn yourself, is the best money you could get:
I mean, working and getting your salary at the end of the month is way better than just taking it from your dad, because you actually worked for it, you know that you really deserve this and lol, believe me, you will spend less than you used to because you don’t want to waste it too easily.
- Time management:
that’s a superpower guys, not just a skill! if you well managed your time, you can do everything you want and at the end of the day you will feel like a hero. for some days. i went to school for 7 hours, then work of 10 and when i was home, i even had time to spend with my family and watch my favorite tv shows. i literally had no time to procrastinate anymore.
- Act like a grown up if you want to be treated like one:
you will notice that with strangers because your family will always treat you like you’re 10.
- some people around you really cares:
I mean i didn’t had time for anything and i completely ignored my friends because i had no time to go out and some days i was too tired to even chat or call and ask about them. however, they stayed. they understood and they were a great support.
- You will end up feeling miserable if you didn’t make time for yourself:
I was fool enough to ignore myself and my feelings and completely avoid life for the past two months. it ended terribly, i don’t recommend it.
- Always have a new playlist on your phone:
that was the only reason i survived the long bus ride.
I guess that’s it, anyway, i’m really glad i was able to go through this and end up feeling good about myself.
"Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. (…) You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present."
— John Green (Looking for Alaska)
"Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth."
— Benjamin Disraeli (via missbubblegumglamour)
"I have no desire to change you. I could care less what you’ve done in the past. I promise to love you, just the way you are."
— william chapman
"I just want to kiss you until you’re not sad anymore, and I know I can’t because that would take an infinite amount of kisses, but my God I would try."
— Late night feelings (via d34thbeds)
"It’s alright. Even birds take breaks from flying sometimes. If you’re frustrated, nothing will work out. You have to think that it’ll all go well."
— Jonghyun, 140328 blue night (trans@ suncheonboy)
You think it’s cool to hate things. And it’s not. It’s boring. Talk about what you love and keep quiet about what you don’t."
— Liberal Arts (via arabarabarab)